NSFW-Detector-Chinese/book/懦弱中英对照版(全).txt

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<EFBFBD><EFBFBD>һ<EFBFBD><EFBFBD> <20><><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ǶԵġ<D4B5><C4A1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>̫<EFBFBD><CCAB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ˣ<EFBFBD>̫<EFBFBD><CCAB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ձ<EFBFBD><D5B1>˵<EFBFBD><CBB5><EFBFBD>Ը<EFBFBD><D4B8><EFBFBD>¡<EFBFBD><C2A1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>û<EFBFBD><C3BB><EFBFBD>ı<EFBFBD><C4B1>Լ<EFBFBD><D4BC><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>һֱ<D2BB><D6B1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ôһ<C3B4><D2BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ˡ<EFBFBD> She's right, I guess. I'm simply not assertive enough. I'm way too agreeable, way too much inclined to go along with whatever anyone suggests and hope for the best. Whatever comes, I make do. <20><>Ҳ֪<D2B2><D6AA><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ӧ<EFBFBD><D3A6><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Щ<EFBFBD><D0A9><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ر<EFBFBD><D8B1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ڷ<EFBFBD><DAB7><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ϵ<EFBFBD><CFB5><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>顣<EFBFBD><E9A1A3><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ҳ<EFBFBD><D2B2><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ϵı仯<C4B1><E4BBAF>ʵ<EFBFBD><CAB5><EFBFBD>ϣ<EFBFBD><CFA3><EFBFBD>÷<EFBFBD><C3B7><EFBFBD>ǶԵģ<D4B5><C4A3><EFBFBD>˵<EFBFBD><CBB5><EFBFBD>ڵ<EFBFBD><DAB5>ұ<EFBFBD><D2B1><EFBFBD>ǰ<EFBFBD><C7B0><EFBFBD>Һ<EFBFBD><D2BA>˺ܶ࣬<DCB6><E0A3AC><EFBFBD>ܻ<EFBFBD>ӭ<EFBFBD>ˡ<EFBFBD> <20><>˵<EFBFBD><CBB5><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>㲢<EFBFBD><E3B2A2><EFBFBD>ʺ<EFBFBD>ԭ<EFBFBD><D4AD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Լ<EFBFBD><D4BC><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ӧ<EFBFBD>ø<EFBFBD>л<EFBFBD>Ұ<EFBFBD><D2B0><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ڵ<EFBFBD><DAB5><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ӡ<EFBFBD><D3A1><EFBFBD> I can't help it, I'm a nice guy, always have been, or anyhow I once was. I know now that I should've been a little less trusting. A lot less I suppose. I should have insisted on knowing what was going on. But who knew And it doesn't really matter, it's just as well. How I've ended up isn't too bad. Really, it isn't, I'm not complaining! It's not unpleasant, not at all, don't get me wrong, I'm not really protesting or anything. In fact the chances are Cameron was right when she told me I'm a lot better off than before. You just weren't cut out for what you were, she said. So be grateful! I do try. û<><C3BB><EFBFBD>˾<EFBFBD><CBBE><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ʲô<CAB2><C3B4><EFBFBD>ԣ<EFBFBD><D4A3><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ڹ<EFBFBD>˾<EFBFBD><CBBE><EFBFBD>Ľ<EFBFBD><C4BD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ǡ<EFBFBD> No one else seems to think anything's wrong, that anything odd happened. Nobody at work, none of the other girls, the ones I hang out with nowadays. Certainly not Cameron. <20><>÷<EFBFBD><C3B7>(Cameron)<29><><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>գ<EFBFBD><D5A3>Ҳ<EFBFBD><D2B2><EFBFBD>֪<EFBFBD><D6AA><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ʲô<CAB2><C3B4><EFBFBD>ڹ<EFBFBD>˾<EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFA3AC><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>һֱ<D2BB><D6B1><EFBFBD>ƺ<EFBFBD><C6BA><EFBFBD>Ϊ<EFBFBD><CEAA>÷<EFBFBD><C3B7>Ůʿ<C5AE><CABF> Cameron's her last name, I don't even know her first name, but everyone calls her that except at work where she's always Ms. Cameron to subordinates like me. The 'Ms.' keeps people distanced, if that's where I want them, she explained when she was telling me not to call her Cameron any longer. <20><>÷<EFBFBD><C3B7>Ůʿ<C5AE><CABF><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ҵ<EFBFBD>Ů<EFBFBD><C5AE><EFBFBD>ѡ<EFBFBD><D1A1><EFBFBD>һ<EFBFBD><D2BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ΰ<EFBFBD><CEB0><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>飬<EFBFBD><E9A3AC><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ס<EFBFBD><D7A1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ķ<EFBFBD><C4B7>䡣<EFBFBD><E4A1A3>Ȼ<EFBFBD><C8BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ľ<EFBFBD><C4BD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>һֱ<D2BB><D6B1><EFBFBD>ڸ<EFBFBD><DAB8><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ҷ<EFBFBD>ô<EFBFBD><C3B4><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ס<EFBFBD><D7A1>һ<EFBFBD><D2BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>һ<EFBFBD>죬<EFBFBD><ECA3AC>ͬ<EFBFBD><CDAC><EFBFBD>ˡ<EFBFBD><CBA1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ס<EFBFBD><D7A1>һ<EFBFBD><D2BB><EFBFBD>ü<EFBFBD><C3BC><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>£<EFBFBD><C2A3><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ķ<EFBFBD><C4B7>䣬<EFBFBD><E4A3AC>ɨ<EFBFBD><C9A8><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ȼ<EFBFBD><C8BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>֮<EFBFBD><D6AE><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>û<EFBFBD>з<EFBFBD><D0B7><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ů<EFBFBD><C5AE><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>֮<EFBFBD><D6AE>Ӧ<EFBFBD><D3A6><EFBFBD>е<EFBFBD><D0B5><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ܣ<EFBFBD><DCA3><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ȼϣ<C8BB><CFA3><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ϊ<EFBFBD>ҵ<EFBFBD>Ů<EFBFBD><C5AE><EFBFBD>ѡ<EFBFBD> Ms. Cameron was once my girlfriend. The one big thing I did in my life was talking her into letting me move in with her. Bugging her into it, maybe. I kept telling her how I wanted to until one day she relented. So for some months we lived together and I took care of her place, and even though we were never intimate I had hopes. I wanted her to be my girlfriend. <20><>÷<EFBFBD><C3B7><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ij<EFBFBD><C4B3><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ҵ<EFBFBD>Ů<EFBFBD>ѡ<EFBFBD><D1A1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ǿ<EFBFBD><C7BE><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>һ<EFBFBD><D2BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ס<EFBFBD><D7A1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>һ<EFBFBD>𣬺<EFBFBD><F0A3ACBA>ޱ<EFBFBD><DEB1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ļ<EFBFBD><C4BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>£<EFBFBD><C2A3><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ñ˴˵<CBB4><CBB5>·<EFBFBD><C2B7>ͻ<EFBFBD>ױƷ<D7B1><C6B7>ֱ<EFBFBD><D6B1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>޸<EFBFBD><DEB8>˼<EFBFBD><CBBC><EFBFBD>(Gary)<29><><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD> Then she really did become my girlfriend. We lived together the way girlfriends do, told each other secrets, shared our clothes and make-up, you know. Until she got married to Gary. <20><><EFBFBD>ڿ<EFBFBD>÷<EFBFBD>׾<EFBFBD>ֻ<EFBFBD><D6BB><EFBFBD>ҵ<EFBFBD><D2B5>ϰ<EFBFBD><CFB0>ˡ<EFBFBD><CBA1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ң<EFBFBD><D2A3><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ʲôʱ<C3B4><CAB1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ҷ<EFBFBD>Ҫ<EFBFBD>μ<EFBFBD><CEBC>ұ<EFBFBD><D2B1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>¡<EFBFBD><C2A1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ҫ<EFBFBD>뿪<EFBFBD><EBBFAA>ȥ<EFBFBD><C8A5><EFBFBD>Լ<EFBFBD><D4BC><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EEA3AC>ȻҪ<C8BB><D2AA><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ڰ<EFBFBD><DAB0><EFBFBD>ȷ<EFBFBD><C8B7><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ʽ<EEB7BD><CABD> Now she's only my boss. She tells me to remember that whenever she says Jump! I've got only one answer, How high She points out that we're no longer equals even socially, that I need to develop my own life completely apart from hers, the way she has from mine. Mostly I already have. <20>ڿ<EFBFBD>÷<EFBFBD>׼޸<D7BC><DEB8><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>֮ǰ<D6AE><C7B0><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ʱ<EFBFBD><CAB1><EFBFBD>ǻ<EFBFBD><C7BB><EFBFBD>ס<EFBFBD><D7A1>һ<EFBFBD><D2BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ů<EFBFBD>ѣ<EFBFBD><D1A3><EFBFBD>һ<EFBFBD><D2BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>㽫<EFBFBD>ұ<EFBFBD><D2B1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ڵ<EFBFBD><DAB5><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ӣ<EFBFBD><D3A3><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ҫ<EFBFBD><D2AA><EFBFBD>뿪<EFBFBD>㣬<EFBFBD>㲻<EFBFBD><E3B2BB>Ϊ<EFBFBD>Ҹ<EFBFBD><D2B8><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>𣿡<EFBFBD><F0A3BFA1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ʱ<EFBFBD><CAB1><EFBFBD>Ѿ<EFBFBD><D1BE><EFBFBD>ʶ<EFBFBD><CAB6><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>÷<EFBFBD>״<EFBFBD>һ<EFBFBD><D2BB>ʼ<EFBFBD>ͼƻ<CDBC><C6BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ӱ<EFBFBD><D3B0><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ҵ<EFBFBD><D2B5><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ұ<EFBFBD><D2B1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ڵ<EFBFBD><DAB5><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ӡ<EFBFBD> You don't feel even a little bit responsible for me I once asked her when we were still living together, because by then I knew she'd set it all up knowing I'd go along because that was the course of least resistance. <20><>÷<EFBFBD>׻ش<D7BB>˵<EFBFBD><CBB5><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ҫ<EFBFBD><D2AA><EFBFBD>Ҹı<D2B8><C4B1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ġ<EFBFBD><C4A1><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ӧ<EFBFBD>ø<EFBFBD><C3B8><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ε<EFBFBD><CEB5>Ǹ<EFBFBD><C7B8><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ֻ<EFBFBD><D6BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ǰ<EFBFBD><C7B0><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>㣬<EFBFBD><E3A3AC>Ӧ<EFBFBD>ø<EFBFBD>л<EFBFBD>ҲŶԣ<C5B6><D4A3><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>һ<EFBFBD><D2BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ѷ<EFBFBD><D1B6><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ĺý<C4BA><C3BD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>һ<EFBFBD>С<EFBFBD><D0A1><EFBFBD> You urged yourself on me, she replied. So you're responsible. You should have known you were asking for what happened. And anyhow, I've done you a favor. Be grateful. I've done what girlfriends always try to do for each other. <20><>ʱ<EFBFBD><CAB1><EFBFBD>Һ<EFBFBD><D2BA>Ի<EFBFBD><D4BB><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>˵<EFBFBD><CBB5><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ǻý<C7BA><C3BD>ã<EFBFBD><C3A3><EFBFBD>Ȼ<EFBFBD><C8BB>Ӧ<EFBFBD><D3A6><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ҵ<EFBFBD>ǰŮ<C7B0>ѣ<EFBFBD><D1A3><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>Ҿ<EFBFBD><D2BE><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>ҵ<EFBFBD>Ů<EFBFBD><C5AE><EFBFBD><EFBFBD>