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懦弱中英对照版(全)
第一集 我想她是对的。我总是太软弱了,太容易屈服,按照别人的意愿行事。可是我没法改变自己,我一直都是这么一个软弱的人。 She's right, I guess. I'm simply not assertive enough. I'm way too agreeable, way too much inclined to go along with whatever anyone suggests and hope for the best. Whatever comes, I make do. 我也知道现在我应该有些反抗精神,特别是面对现在正在发生在我身上的事情。但是我并不讨厌最近发生在我身上的变化,实际上,卡梅伦是对的,她说现在的我比以前的我好了很多,更受欢迎了。 她说,“你并不适合原来的自己,你应该感谢我把你变成了现在的样子”。 I can't help it, I'm a nice guy, always have been, or anyhow I once was. I know now that I should've been a little less trusting. A lot less I suppose. I should have insisted on knowing what was going on. But who knew And it doesn't really matter, it's just as well. How I've ended up isn't too bad. Really, it isn't, I'm not complaining! It's not unpleasant, not at all, don't get me wrong, I'm not really protesting or anything. In fact the chances are Cameron was right when she told me I'm a lot better off than before. You just weren't cut out for what you were, she said. So be grateful! I do try. 没有人觉得这样子有什么不对,包括我现在公司里的姐妹们。 No one else seems to think anything's wrong, that anything odd happened. Nobody at work, none of the other girls, the ones I hang out with nowadays. Certainly not Cameron. 卡梅伦(Cameron)是她的姓,我并不知道她的名字是什么。在公司里,我是她的下属,一直都称呼她为卡梅伦女士。 Cameron's her last name, I don't even know her first name, but everyone calls her that except at work where she's always Ms. Cameron to subordinates like me. The 'Ms.' keeps people distanced, if that's where I want them, she explained when she was telling me not to call her Cameron any longer. 卡梅伦女士曾经是我的女朋友。这一生中我做的最伟大的事情,就是让我住进了她的房间。当然是我乞求她的结果,我一直都在告诉她我多么想和她住在一起,终于有一天,她同意了。我们住在一起好几个月,我整理她的房间,打扫卫生。虽然我们之间从来没有发生过男女朋友之间应该有的亲密,但是我依然希望她会成为我的女朋友。 Ms. Cameron was once my girlfriend. The one big thing I did in my life was talking her into letting me move in with her. Bugging her into it, maybe. I kept telling her how I wanted to until one day she relented. So for some months we lived together and I took care of her place, and even though we were never intimate I had hopes. I wanted her to be my girlfriend. 卡梅伦最后真的成了我的女友。我们就像姐妹一样的住在了一起,毫无保留的互相倾诉心事,交换着用彼此的衣服和化妆品。直到最后她嫁给了加里(Gary)先生。 Then she really did become my girlfriend. We lived together the way girlfriends do, told each other secrets, shared our clothes and make-up, you know. Until she got married to Gary. 现在卡梅伦就只是我的老板了。她告诉我,不管什么时候,我都要牢记我比她低下。我需要离开她去过自己的生活,当然要按照她现在帮我确定的生活方式。 Now she's only my boss. She tells me to remember that whenever she says Jump! I've got only one answer, How high She points out that we're no longer equals even socially, that I need to develop my own life completely apart from hers, the way she has from mine. Mostly I already have. 在卡梅伦嫁给加里之前,那时我们还是住在一起的女友,有一次我问她,“是你将我变成了现在的样子,现在又要我离开你,你不该为我负点责任吗?”。那时我已经意识到,卡梅伦从一开始就计划着利用她的影响力和我的软弱,将我变成了现在的样子。 You don't feel even a little bit